A thorn in my side, a chip on my shoulder, a lump in my throat, the size of a boulder, the chill up my spine can't get any colder, and you wonder why I can't smile.
“I can't help to think that we got lost because of me
Can't help to feel that I brought on this travesty
Been lost so long that lost is the only thing I've ever known
Can't help to feel that I'm alone”